I've been remiss in blogging for while, as I'm sure anyone who actually reads this has noticed. I've been depressed. Strike that - I am depressed. My chest hurts from the stress. That ache you get when you want to let loose screaming and crying and carrying on. The hell of trying to figure out why you need to get out of bed. The sure and certain knowledge that no one understands you, no one needs you. It is horrible. And yet, there's no way I know of right now to get out of it. I made a promise once to never do anything stupid, if you ken my meaning there, and I keep my promises.
But it is so very hard.
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